Anxiousness
Losing sleep, feeling crabby, sleeping too much, a knot in my stomach...all because of one decision. A question of morals really, to do or not to do? Well, not to do might benefit me, keep me where i want to be for now, doing things i like...although it might screw others out in the process. Not to do would benefit others, but i might stand to loose all of the above. What if what if what if...the little what if monsters definately were playing in there too...they are crazy little scary creatures, serving no good purpose as i can find it yet. Anyhow, moral of the story, I did what needed to be done, and i'm feeling much better about the whole situation now...things are never as big as i make them out to be although i'm sure this is going to be one of my lifelong lessons...
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